You'll never be a bull. You'll always be a bitch. Face it, you've known this about yourself and there is no escaping it. It's time to accept your beta sexuality: you'll always be a pathetic loser and the best you can hope for is to have a cuckold sex life - to be an alpha superior couple's little plaything. To be tied up, in a cage in the corner, while they fuck. Maybe if you are lucky, she'll let you lick her clean afterwards... doesn't that sound better than nothing? You'll always be beta, bitch.